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Nowhere to go, no one to talk to

The hardest thing of being sad is the fact that we don't have a place to go. No matter where you go the emotion will still be with you waiting for that moment to hit you and fuck your mind.

No one to talk to. No one to talk to who can understand you- who wouldn't feel the responsibility to make you feel better in an instant.

No one who understands that this pain needs to be felt.

No one who knew that we will get through this... we just need to vent it out.

No place to go. No place where the feeling can't reach you. No one to talk to. No one to talk to who wouldn't respond but instead listen.

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  1. AnonymousFebruary 2, 2020 at 3:46 PM

    you want someone to talk to? talk to me. I'll listen to your rants and troubles. I'm good at that. I know this pain needs to be felt. I just need to push it away until I'm ready. I can't help it. I may be a kid but, I do know that the difference between hurt and suffering. you're hurt. I get it. I just want to help. I'm suffering. I know how to get past hurt. It's not easy but, it'll get easier. better. I just need everyone to know I love them. I don't care who you are or what you've done. I love you as you are. I don't need to know you. I'm told to love my neighbor and I'm gonna love you all until my last breath.

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